我记得我爱过（英译）

我记得我爱过文 / 沫痕我记得，我爱过，只不过，那已经很久很久了，久到我以为早已忘记了。。。如果不是今天，看到你对她说：“亲爱的，我爱你”，也许，我还会深深珍藏着这份封陈已久的爱恋。也许，你忘记了，忘记了我们只有一天的恋爱。呵呵，很可笑是吧？你对我说过，你爱我；你叫过我，亲爱的；你也对我承诺过，冬天会回来陪我。谁知，又一年的冬天快到了，你却对别的女孩承诺着。仅仅一天的恋爱，第二天，你却对我说，不是不想爱，只是爱不起。。。你说，你谈了三年的女友跟你的兄弟好了；所以，。。。记得，从那以后，我学会了在雨中以泪洗面，学会了喝冰冰涩涩的啤酒，学会了去伪装快乐。后来，你说，难道，成不了恋人，连朋友都不行吗？我看着你的短信，笑了，很苦涩。。。我知道，相爱过的人分手后，不会成为朋友，因为彼此伤害过，也不会成为敌人，因为彼此相爱过。你那样轻松的说你还想成为我的朋友，你觉得，可能吗？伤害过我后，却说着对不起，有用吗？我知道，你想跟我成为朋友，只是为了减少内疚，可是，我竟然答应你了，答应成为那个可笑的朋友。你知道吗？那段时间，我努力的去学习，努力的去笑，努力的去做除了想你的事，没想到，反而越来越想你。。。记得，一次，课间，老师放了《没办法忘记你》，我突然的，在座位上哭起来，呵呵，真的好丢人。。。你也许不会记得了吧，这是你曾经最喜欢的歌，也是你发给我的唯一的一首歌；你也不会记得，咱们“四人帮”一起去沐浴水库，你对我说过，好多年前的冬天，几对新人在去礼堂的路上被大雪困住了，于是，他们就一起在这首歌下，在漫漫白雪中结为夫妻。。。当时，我看着你，淡淡的笑了，我知道，我在羡慕他们。。。记得，你在短信上问我，当你在想我的时候，我会不会恰好也在想你。现在，我想问你，我现在在想你，你恰好在想谁？一直，告诉自己，我不能联系你。我知道，我们之间有了很多的隔阂。我承认，我并不像我表现的那样善于遗忘，我无法忘记你给过我的承诺，给过我的幸福，给过我的背叛。。。其实，在暑假，我已感觉到你恋爱了，你心中有了你的她。可是，我真的想问，那我呢？我是什么？我曾经是什么？我真的不想当你的兄弟，不想！你知道吗？看着你满脸幸福的样子，我也倔强地大肆晒幸福，我跟你说，我有男朋友，我很幸福。我知道，当时的我，说的是多么的苦涩，多么的心虚。。。也许，有些东西，错过了，真的就永远错过了。。。也许，看着你离开的背影，我会泪流满面，但是，我仍会祝福你，因为我知道，只要记得爱过，就好。。。

I Remember I Loved Before

By沫痕

I remember I had loved before,but it's long long ago,as long as I could't remember it.If it was not today that you said "I love you,baby."to her,maybe I would protect our love that was has been forgotten for so long forever.Maybe,you have forgotten our love which lasted for one day.Ha ha,it's absurd,isn't it?You had said to me,you love me;you called me "lovely";you had promised to me that you would come back to see me and pass the winter with me.God knows,another winter is coming,but you promised you love to another girl.lasting for one day,the other day you said to me that I love you,but I can't promise you a bright future.You said you ex-girlfriend who had been well along with you for 3 years fell in love with your best friend,so you'd like to make her come back.I remember,I learned to let my tears streaming from my eyes in many rainy days,I used to drink cold accertic beer,I had learned to hide my feelings and pretended to be happy.Later,you said to me that if weren't lovers like before,couldn't we be friends?I read your text,and laughed,it's so bitter.I know,the couples who have been lovers won't be friends any more because they hurt each other before;they won't be enemy because they have loved before.You said that you wanted to become my friend so easily,it really hurt me.Do you think there's any possibility?You said sorry for it after you had hurt me,is there any usefulness?I know,you want to be my friend because you feel guilty.But I accepted,I accepted you finally,a really absurd friend.Do you know?That period of time,I learned to study hard,learned to smile and learned to do anything that is not relative to thinking about you.But it's useless.The more I did this,the more I thought up about you.I remember,once a break of class,the teacher played "I can't forget you".I suddenly cried at my seat.It's so disgraced!You might not remember it now.This was the most favorite song you like,the only one song you sent to me.You wouldn't remember that we four of us went to the bathroom together,you said to me,many years ago,several couples of people who had already married got stuck in the big snow,so, they married each other singing this song.I smiled at that time.I know,I really admire them.I remember you asked me in the text ,if you were thinking about me,am I thinking about you at the same time?Now,I'm missing you,but who are you thinking about?I told myself that I could't call you.I know,there are lots of gaps between us.I admitted that I can remember things well but pretended forgetful.I can't forget your promise,made me happy,betraying me`````In fact,I know you fell in love with another girl in summer holiday.You had your only her.But I really want ask,what about me?what's me?what were I before?I don't want to be your brother,not a little!Do you know,I saw your happy face,I presented my happiness too.I told you that I have a boyfriend now,I am very happy.I said hardly,presented to be more happy.Maybe,something is lost after you missed it fortunately,and you will lost it forever.Maybe,I watched your leaving back,I will cried hardly.But,I will expect you a beautiful life,as I know,if I have loved,It's OK for me now and a long time later.

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